Bill Kitson
Bill Kitson
Read below for an extract from Depth of Despair
Cauldmoor
hadn’t always been deserted. Once there’d been a community
there. A community whose isolation bonded them. Theirs had
been a peaceful existence working lead and other ores, tending
sheep or growing what they could in the bitter soil. They
battled constantly against nature. The disaster that wiped
them out was man made. Even in their isolation they'd heard of
the men who'd come from over the sea. Brutal men who
slaughtered to gain control of vast swathes of land. The
invaders arrived in the middle of a spring morning when the
sun was nearing its height.
It was after that the rumours began
to circulate. Rumours that became the legend of Cauldmoor. It
was said that cries could be heard, carried throughout the
valley on the ever present wind.
The causeway became known as The
Grieving Stones and the hitherto unnamed lakes were called
Lamentation Tarn and Desolation Tarn.
Legends didn’t worry the angler as
he arrived at the tarn, took his gear and walked to the lake.
He unlocked the boathouse, climbed into a boat and rowed out
to the middle. He dropped anchor, chose a fly and commenced
casting. It was 7 a.m. Faint sounds seeped through the air.
The hiss of the wind channelled by the hills, the call of a
curlew, the bleating of sheep. For the most part, however, the
silence was absolute.
The fish weren't rising. It was an
hour before he felt his line go taut. Long before it broke
surface he realized it wasn't a fish. A fish would have
writhed and struggled. There was no resistance. Just a dead
weight.
He stared in horror at the
obscenity on the end of his line. As he told a friend in the
pub that night, ‘There I was. Alone in the middle of the tarn.
Miles from anywhere, hoping I’d landed a nice fat rainbow
trout. And there was this bloody skull grinning back at me.’
*
Detective Inspector Mike Nash
stared out from the veranda of the bothy. Like the rest of the
low building, it was painted with creosote to counteract the
weather. Inside, the gas heaters were on full blast but the
room was still cold. It would be cramped but it would have to
do as an incident room. At least a few people might warm the
place up a bit. If anything could be warmed up in such a
desolate place. He shivered, only partly from the raw wind
that whipped round the building. He burrowed deeper inside his
waxed coat.
They’d been there an hour. Three of
them, plus a couple of uniforms. Now they'd to wait for the
divers. They were taking their time. Not that Nash could blame
them. ‘Rather them than me.’ He was unaware he’d voiced his
thoughts. The woman alongside him stirred, ‘What? Who do you
mean?’
Nash looked at his assistant. He
pondered the twist of fate that had brought this handsome
young woman from Belarus to England, to Yorkshire and finally
into a career in the police.
‘What did you mean, “Rather them
than me”?’
‘Talking to myself, was I? Can’t
say I’m surprised in this godforsaken spot. I was thinking
about the divers.’
Sergeant Clara Mironova stared at
the dark waters of the tarn and shivered. ‘I get your point.
What do you think of this place?’
‘I’d rather not think about it.
There’s something eerie about it. I can’t rid myself of a
feeling of depression.’
Mironova looked at her boss with
concern. He looked tired. The last case they’d worked on
together had affected him badly. Hardly surprising with the
outcome. She thought of Stella Pearson. Nash and Stella had
been an item until Stella was injured, paralyzed by wounds
intended for Nash. She could only guess at the guilt he felt.
She also knew how ill he he’d been before he transferred from
the Met. Was this a symptom of that illness? Or an example of
the way Nash reacted to his surroundings. It was a strange
ability. Or was it more of a curse than a blessing? She knew
he was prone to nightmares about the cases he worked on.
Perhaps she was the lucky one. When she slept it was
dreamless. On the whole, she thought, she was better off. ‘All
we have is a skull, Mike,’ she said, half teasing him.
‘True and that might not tell us
anything. Is Mexican Pete on his way?’ Like everyone else Nash
referred to the pathologist by his nickname. Fortunately,
Professor Ramirez either hadn’t heard it or didn’t know the
Ballad of Eskimo Nell. Or possibly both.
‘He’s got lectures all morning.
He’ll be here at lunchtime. He asked for directions.’
‘Hell, Clara, that’s a long
conversation for Mexican Pete.’
‘I think he was trying to chat me
up. Is Superintendent Pratt coming?’
‘He’s not planning to. Just said
we’re to keep him up to speed. What did you get out of the
angler?’
‘Nothing useful. He was fishing for
an hour, felt the resistance and pulled in the skull. Seemed
peeved because it’s the last day of the season and he’s been
cheated of his fishing.’
‘What did you tell him?’
‘I said think yourself lucky. You
could have been on the other end of the line. That silenced
him.’
‘I’ll bet. Listen, I’m going for a
walk up the valley. I want to have a look round and see if I
can get my circulation going. You hang on here in case the
Rubber Johnnies arrive.’
‘I’ll see if Viv’s got the kettle
on. This bothy’s quite comfortable in a fashion. No electric
of course, but once Viv worked out how to turn the bottled gas
on it started to warm up a bit.’
As she watched Nash walk towards
the ridge separating the lakes, DC Pearce joined her on the
balcony. He glanced over towards their boss. ‘Trouble?’
Clara nodded.
‘What is it?’
‘I reckon he feels guilty about
Stella.’
‘That’s ridiculous,’ Pearce
interjected.
‘Maybe, but Mike thinks he’s
responsible for her being in a wheelchair.’
‘If it hadn’t been for Mike and
you, Stella and the others would be dead.’
‘I know that and you know it. And
in his more rational moments Mike knows it. But when he’s got
that depression on it’s a different matter.’
‘No one’s to blame except that
damned psychopath. We never know how hostage situations will
end.’ Viv paused and watched Nash heading up the slope. ‘Don’t
suppose it helped that Mike was giving Stella one.’
‘Put with your usual delicacy. But
you’re right, and it proves something else. The victims of
violence aren’t always those who die. Sometimes survivors
suffer even more.’
*
Nash fastened his coat up to the
neck. He’d put his gloves on and pulled his flat cap down
firmly before setting off, walking as briskly as he could. It
took twenty minutes to reach the top of the ridge. He stared
to the west where Desolation Tarn lay dark and uninviting,
then back towards Lamentation Tarn with its grisly secret.
Nash still felt cold. But this was a coldness that struck from
within. He shivered and looked around.
As the wind strengthened, Nash
heard a faint keening sound. It was like a cry of distress. Of
pain beyond endurance. The moaning appeared part of the wind
and yet separate. The day darkened and Nash shivered again.
Louder, harsher and shriller the sound came.
There was mist writhing around now
as the wind caused it to eddy. Nash stared about. He could
almost imagine there were shapes within the gloom. Figures
moving in the distance. Then the mist was gone, the shapes
vanished. The threnody ceased. It had only been a fleeting
impression. But it was enough to send a cold chill down his
spine.
Nash came briskly down the
hillside, his walk only marginally short of panic. He neared
the bothy and saw the diving team struggling down Misery Near
with their equipment. Theirs was an unenviable task. There was
no certainty the angler could pinpoint the place he’d been
fishing. And the ‘Rubber Johnnies’ would be working in dark,
cold water. At this altitude and at this time of year they’d
have little more than twenty or thirty minutes under water.
The soil on the moor was peat. It would darken the water,
defying even their powerful torches. They would have to work
by touch. Nash shivered anew at the prospect.
Pearce had brewed tea. ‘I need you
to fetch supplies from Bishopton.’ Nash told him. ‘Whilst
you’re there contact the secretary of the angling club. I want
him here.’
Mironova and Pearce exchanged
glances. ‘Does that mean you’re treating this as a suspicious
death?’
‘No, Clara, I’m treating it as
murder.’
‘Why?’ Pearce asked.
‘That tarn is half a mile long and
a quarter of a mile wide. Tell me how anyone got into the
middle unless someone dumped them?’
‘What about suicide?’ Pearce asked.
‘How? To get into the middle of the
tarn would have required a boat. What would have happened to
the boat afterwards?’
‘Could the body have floated
there?’ Clara asked.
‘I don’t think there’s enough
current to move a body, even that of a girl. Besides, how did
they get here in the first place? Its twenty miles from the
nearest town, ten from the nearest village. Are you asking me
to believe a girl hiked here? That she got overcome by
depression? That she swam out into the middle of a tarn that
would be bloody cold even in summer? That having avoided
hypothermia she drowned herself? Or that somebody drove her
here so she could kill herself? It doesn’t add up.’
Pearce missed Nash’s last few words
because of the sudden roar made by the diving team’s outboard.
All three glanced round. The divers were ready to start,
checking with the angler where he'd been fishing.
When Pearce had gone and the divers
were chugging out into the lake, Mironova turned to Nash. ‘You
kept saying “she”. How do you know it’s a girl?’
He shrugged. ‘Guesswork I suppose.
But from the size and shape of the skull I reckon it was
probably a girl.’
Mironova stared at him
suspiciously. ‘What happened when you went up the valley? You
looked as if you’d seen a ghost.’
‘Nothing.’ His tone was
unconvincing.
Clara shrugged, ‘No doubt you’ll
tell me in your own time.’
*
Pearce returned an hour later
bringing pies, sandwiches and milk, coffee and tea bags. He
arrived at the same time as Ramirez and charmed the
pathologist into carrying bottled water to the bothy.
Nash greeted Ramirez. ‘The divers
have recovered most of the skeleton, with the exception of one
arm and hand.’
A cry from the lake suggested
they’d been successful. When the dinghy reached the shore the
divers removed the forearm and hand from its covering and
placed it with the rest of the skeleton on the unzipped body
bag. They started gathering their equipment as Ramirez
examined the remains. After a moment he glanced towards the
divers. ‘If I was you I’d tell them not to leave yet.’
‘Why Professor?’
‘Because this hand and arm do not
belong to this skeleton. Not unless the woman had an unusual
deformity. Like two left hands.’